I have decided to take an extended break from Inglewood. Most probably until next year.
I can feel myself slipping into a state of depression and it terrifies me as usually I am a strong person, emotionally and mentally. The past month has pushed me over the edge. I need to find my way through this.

if you would like me to visit your blog please leave a comment here and I promise that I will come by and visit from time to time..

otherwise, please feel free to email me if you would like to keep in touch.

I am also on facebook, a place that I look upon as being totally silly and pointless - a place to escape the madness that is life.

I just have to laugh otherwise known as the straw that broke the camels back

yes, I am home. I arrived home to Inglewood last Wednesday.., on the way home I had a phone call from my sister telling me that my step father, Col had died that morning. Sad, I guess. But he was nearly 80, so a lovely long life, actually he died 2 days before his 80th birthday. The sad part is that my mum and Col were to be married yesterday. They have been together for over 20 yrs and they were going to finally tie the knot to celebrate his 80th birthday. Instead we bury him today.

Plus all the stuff with my son & his wife. She is not allowing me to see my eldest grandsons which has just about done me in.

I am weary. really soul tired of all that has happened to my family this year. I am trying so hard to be centred and grounded but at the moment I feel as if I have everyones problems on my shoulders. so that is where I am at right now..I cannot even blog right now. I am totally exhausted. Trying hard to live in the moment and be a peaceful soul. this has really kind of broken my spirit but I am trying to work through some Tao with Wayne Dyer so hopefully it will help me

see you when I get home!

tomorrow, Dutch husband and I leave for our two week adventure riding around Tasmania.

I have decided to leave the laptop at home and just enjoy the holiday for me.. sitting on the back of the Harley getting into the Zen zone....

catch up with you all when I get home!